Ottessa Moshfegh, fromย My Year of Rest and Relaxation
The more I grow the more I realize how hard it is to maintain a happy playful attitude. Sometimes I consider myself to be so immature cause I’m very playful and nonchalant. But I realize a lot of it is my aura, which is a result of how I choose to live my life and handle situations. Other women criticize me for it often, but I have come to understand that they’re just not happy. Maintaining happy fun energy no matter what life has thrown at you is a flex!
Maintaining your happiness is a flex.
“and we didn’t talk after that” is probably the saddest thing to say
“You know, love doesn’t mean "l never want you to change.” But I don’t think it means “I don’t care if you change” either. So I suppose it might mean, “I believe that you’ll always be the person I adore.” A declaration of faith, perhaps.“
– Sayaka Saeki, やがて君になる (Bloom into You), Via "freckled-lili” on Tumblr
in a train right now, i can see the city lights and i feel so so overwhelmed
It sucks that we miss people like that. You think you’ve accepted that someone is out of your life, that you’ve grieved and it’s over, and then bam. One little thing, and you feel like you’ve lost that person all over again.
do u ever just get waves of missing someone? like you’ll go for a while and be ok and then all of a sudden ur heart hurts
I shouldn’t miss you
I will get everything I dream of.








